[ #3rddyBabyDecoded entry #2 ]
It's always been my higher self vs. the ego. My Sub conscious vs. the concious. The Flesh vs. The Heavenly being...
"If there is no enemy within, the enemy outside can do you no harm."~African Proverb
The past year,particularly the last several months have been that of constant destruction & reconstruction. Rediscovery. Reaffirmation. Retraining myself to remember all that I had forgotten within. All that I let slip away. Many of nights I found myself weakened & depleated as my mind toiled with the thoughts of utter betrayal & the indescribable pain that comes with it. I blame myself. I had to. For it was at that point that I took control of my WHO. Often we forget "who the fuck we are" exhausting all of WHO we are, into things outside of ourselves. Trusting that which we exhaust ourselves into, will preserve our identity. Shattered, I had to get to a point where reclaiming my WHO was live or die. Having these very conversations you see pictured. A failed, broken but refocused me on the left in my "I'm here to listen coach" stance, being reprogrammed, reminded & recalibrated by the former unwounded me on the right before all of my degradation. I had to go back to the future & check myself on some "Now here's the plan!" shit. I had to also sit still & listen. The goals being brought back to me. The mission. The purpose. I had to #GrindHeavyDaily . I can't begin to even tell ya'll how hard the last several months have been but all I can say, it's the type of shit movies are made from.And here I thought I already had enough movie making material before it all. Im just glad to be back. To be woken up. To slowly but surely rebuild the anomalous Godly creation I've long known myself to be...
"What I hear, I forget. What I see, I remember. I do, and I understand." - Xunzi (340 - 245 BC)
I read this quote today - I like to call it a happy accident ^_^ Felt like it really suited this theme I'm presenting to you - wise, enlightening, and true. I can still remember how 2 years ago, around this same month and day, I was searching all around the net for particular songs I missed in the old Chinese drama series: The Return of the Condor Heroes 1995. Though I failed to find whom the exact artists were for nearly all that I could hear, except this one track you're currently listening to. This is called "Kokyoo no Ban Fuukei" by Sojiro (宗次郎), a man with astounding passion for his ocarina and deep love with mother nature. I would read a little of his biography and intently listen to a few of his old live performances online, before I finally reshared this piece with love on my YouTube channel. Today, I happily listen back on this with nostalgic joy in my soul, all while gazing upon the incense burning through its core, calmly flowing down a misty waterfall of wonder before me, in this room, on yet another beautiful day I shall cherish. I hope that you will cherish this day as well with peace, love, and good cheer in your hearts. Enjoy, my friends 😌✌💗
🔊 Want to hear the full song? Just CLICK on the LINK in my BIO!! 😉🤗💗💗💗
God Thank you Thank you for this amazing beautiful animal you created. Just like humans our time will come when we leave this world just like animals we will one day go back home. When God call us to go back. 📷😥🌝🌐🌻♥️💯 #whiterhino#peace#hope#love#passion#Editor#believe
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