You are in only in denial whenever you consider getting back together with him/her. When you catch yourself replaying those old messages of, “He/she is really not that bad. He/she really does love me. I am not perfect either so if we wipe the slate clean and start over again MAYBE this time it will work!” FORGET IT, they are on to new supply with a brand-new game. Remember the Narcissist did not love you even in the smallest way. That Narcissist is not capable of loving you or anyone else because deep down they loathe themselves. They only view you as an object to control and to bolster their false image. We are all props that they use in their distorted, twisted fantasy world in which they are special, entitled, above reproach and not subject to the rules of civility and decency most of us abide by, AND in their world they can and will abuse people. We have to GET THIS and then leave it behind and concentrate on us! No/minimal contact is just the reality and we MUST get there to start on a journey which is almost a rebirthing process as well as accept that there are bad people out there. BUT we must be able to trust again with our new boundaries. We must live with this as the new message that is always in the back of our mind. We must create these boundaries to protect ourselves and we MUST find and heal the wounds that allowed this predator to enter into our world. Any pain and anger that you feel is the reality that you are moving forward by accepting the ugly truth. Don’t allow the pain to define your progress, but instead allow the strength that allows you to get through that pain to define your progress instead. Yes you are stronger than you believe because you are still here today and every new day is just more proof of your strength and determination! “Their fix.” #psychologicalabuse#personalitydisorder#boundaries#mental#fakelove 🕳🚷
So here are my updated photos of my husband and I. I have been on Tru since late January and have lost 71 pounds. But the best part is what I have gained with Truvision. I have gained better mobility, better #mental#clarity , wayyy better #self#esteem , way better outlook on life and more #energy ! My husband joined me on the #journey in March and he has lost 55 pounds. He WAS a type 2 #diabetic with #high#blood#pressure . Thanks to Tru he no longer needs any medications. He also loves the #freedom to eat what he wants just not so much at a time anymore and of course the #energy .
Suicide does not have to be your last resort. Please do reach out, as there are so many people that can help in offering you something to live for. Read Part 1 of this beautiful piece submitted by @almoudeer “The weight of it is apparent as it makes contact with the dry flesh of my palm.
Heavy and dense, so much so that my wrist bends due to the weight forcing my hand to fall back. "I'm not nervous" I tell myself. "Why should I be?" I grip around the black rubberized handle to get a firmer grip of what has taken the lives of many. "This is what I want" reassuring myself
My grip tightens
Beads of sweat escape my palm as I
I study the indents, the various shades, the shiny metal which barely gives back any reflection of myself.
I think to myself: "should the cold metal barrel make contact with the skin on the temple of my head? Will the kill be that much faster? Will the bullet pierce through my skull and come out the other end or will it bounce around in there, wreaking havoc on my pointless existence.?" "Come on" I tell myself
Or "should I place the barrel in my mouth? My lips slightly brushing and making contact with that which will make them pale in a few minutes time.
Should I place the cold and heartless barrel in my mouth facing up into my skull with the handle away from me, So that I can have a firmer grip of "it"? Enough #suicide#suicidegirls#suicidal#suicideprevention#suicideboys#depression#depressed#depressionquotes#depressedquotes#depressing#anxiety#anxious#freedom#pain#sad#sadquotes#kill#mentalhealth#mentalillness#mentalhealthawareness#mental
this is my perception and my very own experience with what im saying ... my magnetism has attracted #energyvampires long before i knew what energy vampires we're .... those who see radiance in you , will "misuse" you for #emotional , #physical#sexual , #mental &/or #spiritual#healing for self gain and pleasure.... now dont get me wrong i love & appreciate that i have #therapeutic#vibrant energy in which in exchange i am able to heal or inspire others with it , BUT if the encounters of healing, drains ... at all cost of no longer giving a damn how you feel , you gotta go✂✂
.... the worst ones so far are those that attach their burdens all on you , attaching words of binding relations like "friend" "bae" "sis" 'bro" somehow word playing you into believing its an honor & your responsibility to heal them ... But peep this.... if you feeling all suppressed, & weariness has been brought to your spirit , this is a sign in divine time to trust the feel and apply the art of #lettinggo#letsthinkdeeper ... let that be a oath - honor thy spirit... whenever spirit says no to those kind of individuals... do not resist whatever loop these energy vampires got you in.... #letitgo 🛇❌☛🚮. like frfr...we really need to become more intuned and aware to where , what and who we give our energy to . people will sense a #vibrancy about you and use it for their ownself HOWEVER THEY CAN & WILL!!....again... the ketch is , if you dont receive or feel the same therapeutic flow from them to you #JUSTLETITGO#Honorspirit#flowing not #forcing#athigherselfrequest 🙏💫💥🌟